It always seems to come back to love.

My mind has been in a funk that last few days. Being away from home takes me away from my routine and my own things. Everything gets thrown off and when you are not prepared fully for this it just makes life one big ball of negativity. I have been stuck in the pit of negativity for too many days. I know my hormones play alot into it but I am tired of using that excuse. I want to get out of it and get back to the real me. So, it feels good to wake up and get into my bible and bible study and have a somewhat clearer mind. I know I already read chapter two in my bible study but never got around to thinking enough on it and getting up on here to write anything. So, maybe it was good to read it again. This first part I have read again is about the 4 reasons why Christ died for us. 1. to rescue us from evil 2. because it was his Father's will 3. to bring us to His Father 4. because he loves us. I looked at these four reasons and thought the one reason that really binds them all together is Jesus loves his Father. I think once again God is showing me how love is the key to it all. Love for Him. If we are truly loving him, we are obeying Him and loving others as he loves them. After being around family and circumstances I am not liking its kind of pathetic how I demonstrate my love for our Father. I clearly have room for improvement. I have been so judgemental lately and that is definitely not the real me. I have been sucked in by my hormonal issues to the point of awfulness. I don't want to be the judge. I want to be like Jesus and love, love, love like the song. So, again I am so thankful to God for his Grace because I am sorely in need of it and I am also thankful for his guidance in leading me back on the path of growth and love. I am also thankful for my family despite all our faults and issues I am grateful for each and everyone of them. I pray for a positive day and that I can begin to let the love shine.